-Wednesday, October 21, 2009-5:40:00 AM Y

Selamat pagi!woah I woke up at 0400..damn..I think I should diarhhoea often so that I could wake up early..ouch!!! It's a Wednesday..midweek and the weekend drawing near..I got a compliment by patient yesterday and that made my day..hehehe..well hope to do better next time. some people I can't tolerate..kept asking for ice when he's having breathlessness..really tried my best to discourage him but very stubborn..but he got his rights..so whatever that you want.. It's the third I'm in the toilet..and I hope it's the clearing of my bowels after taking the meds..and ur doesn't bothers me at work.. another busy day..and I have to be careful..advices and notes to be taken down..I just wanna do my very best..yeah!good day people!!have a happy Wednesday!

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-Sunday, October 18, 2009-12:32:00 PM Y

My Favourite Song currently..aaaaaaahhahhhhhh

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--12:26:00 PM Y

Miss these Bug!

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--12:22:00 PM Y

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--11:58:00 AM Y

Its coming to the 3rd the week of work..And so far I'm getting along well except for some floss here and there..

Colleagues are great and very helpful..
Let me see how many I know so far..
Abg Helmi,Ruby,Diyanah,Farhanah,Lorelei,Sholeha,Atiqah,Ting ting,Kak Faz,Kak Mas,Kak Jaja,Joanne,Rubelyn,Sis Puni,Xiawen,Hasyik,Hafiz....
Well that's all I could remember for now..

Well I'm trying to familiarize with the things around me..The environment that I've long forgotten for 2 years..I wake up at 0600 every morning and leave home by 0700 just to make sure I reach work on time..

I start work at 0800 and end at 1630..But most of the time I'll always end up staying in till 1700..

Nothing much to complain though cos I'm still "new" to the surroundings..I don't think I would complain much either..A work I shouldn't complain much about but instead instill more passion to it and keep moving forward with a positive attitude..Politics will never die..Nor will it fade away..So just as long as I know that I'm doing my work then I'm safe!

The walks I took from home to work and work to home..Hard life but just bear with it for the time being..Soon I'll do what I have to do..

Not forgetting my fitness..I've been jogging and exercising too at home..To keep my body trim and fit..Right at these very moment,my muscles are aching..hahaha.Planning to go to the gym next week a work..
Eating a balance diet to the amount of exercise that I discipline myself to do it..

KEEP IT UP!!
Not to get too muscular..hahaha

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-Thursday, September 03, 2009-5:52:00 AM Y

now..5 mins to 0600..and i haven't slept!
What the hell is wrong with me..?

3hours to AOH!

Like i said on my FB..Watch out for the Army guys in Cowboy hats..

See you there!

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--5:34:00 AM Y

Eve of AOH!

I've just realized that its almost a most since i last updated my blog.Wah!!

Went to Geylang Bazaar with my parents in my No.4..And guess what.I forgot my CV clothes.Damn it!Mum bought cloths for the sofa & we went around looking for Syahmi's wear.
Bought food for sahur.
I bumped into Liyana.A long lost primary sch friend.Azri PNC.And also Shaz.

I had to book in at 2300.Thought of booking in late.But I'm left with no choice..My dad sent me.So I was in camp by 2245..Shit!Ale was early..Again!haha..someone told him to be back by 2200..He got tricked AGAIN!hahaha..Poor Ale!

Unpack my stuffs.Ate my Apam Balik..Smoke a couple of sticks..Then hit the showers..haha..

Talking about ciggs..I havent been smoking much but 2 sticks last week!awesome ain't it.?but my urge came back..

Then i was sitting around and thinking about tmrw.....

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-Wednesday, August 05, 2009-10:32:00 PM Y

woohoo!

ORD is drawing nearer and i just can't wait..

I've just realized I'm getting older cos I was wondering how old my lil bro was..(sial la..next year pri 1 sia!!)

Things back in camp is getting quite messy..things are all over the place..everyone's starting to clear their things to bring home..i brought one bag home the other time..

Love life has always been the same..ups and downs..getting use to it..it doesn't matter anyway..if there's a way..we will always find the solution to it..if the differences is such a big gap..and answers can't be found..you know what to do..get straight to the point..and NO zig-zagging..i learn that..

the truth hurts..but...what else can be done..??

tomorrow is my ORD dinner..can't wait for it..
soon i'm gonna miss the bunk,the camp,the mates...sob sob....

looking at things around me..
life is gonna be a big change..
now..its my life out there..
i have to deal with it..
the rough world..
the cruel people..
the ...
the...
whoever is out to sabotage my life..

my brother's got his license..and i'm so jealous..

gonna get motivated and get on with it soon..
come on!get up idiot..!
its time you wake up..
Cos september is coming!

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-Sunday, June 21, 2009-5:24:00 AM Y

I'm in the mood for some Jackass Action!!!!!!

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--5:17:00 AM Y

Well guess what?!
I got my place in CGH..
Will have to sign a contract next week that if I'm permitted to leave camp to do so..

Last week has been in and out and in and out of camp..My interview went on great though..Was almost late but I made it..So no worries..

The new work with Didi wasn't that bad..It's tiring though..But all I have to do is push for sales..Easy ain't it??
I've earned 105bux so far..

Everything is going on fine..
But Starhub has to spoil my month all the time..My line got cut off again..Fuck Starhub!!

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-Wednesday, June 10, 2009-6:35:00 PM Y

I've just finished reading my old old old old posts.....

Now i feel no better..

The things i see from the past till now,there's no change at all.

I'm putting all the burden on me..ain't it?

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--5:37:00 PM Y

I'm sorry that i didn't realized it.
It's June and i just realized that its 3 months past the 2 years anniversary.
I just didn't see it all.

Blinded by problems.
Blinded by love.
Blinded by complications.

I've got UTI.
Yet i'm still not sure if it's gonna cure soon.
Since everyone might have known about it through my Facebook.
I'm just gonna say it on my Blog now.

Diseased.Crazy.Temperamental.Stupid.Dumb.Shit head.Psycho.Useless.Good for nothing.Irritating.Annoying.Emo.Coward.No money.No brain.Heartless.Idiot.Ugly.Shameless.Heartless.Jerk.

What more can i say?
I am what i am.

Flirt..Sweet talker mother fucker..

So i might be thinking...I sleep around a lot too.
I sell myself to girls..I would sleep with anyone..
When i see Pussy that means I'm gonna FUCK...

Guess that's how i get diseased.

Isn't that living the rock star lifestyle.?

How I wish I really could go somewhere and get my identity changed.
And be somebody else.

Barkers Bits

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--5:35:00 PM Y

Money,money,money.
Money make the world goes around.

$$$$$$$$$

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-Monday, June 08, 2009-3:00:00 AM Y

3 more months to go to ORD!

Counting down the days to the day that i'm going to return to my normal civilian lifestyle..
Going back into Nursing to continue pursuing what i have passion on..
to help take care of people when they are sick and let them get well as soon as possible..

See how these life would turn out into..
More life at risk..
Even mine..
Not only dealing with patients..
But also Politics at work..Girls..I mean Nurses..The female species especially...
I just don't know..

If it gets harder i might want to go back to the Army..
Or maybe volunteer myself with the U.N..
It would be a dream come true though..

Till then,i shall not think so much...

Looking forward to Dinner & Dance..
Looking forward to AHM..
Looking forward to Army Open house..
Looking forward to a job that's awaiting for me out there..

Goodnight!

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--2:47:00 AM Y

I've been feeling horrible myself about what's happening..Just making myself feel better by going out and treating my life like i don't owe anyone a living..
Actually i don't..right?

I'm glad PJ was patient and got my advice clearly in her head..
I'm happy the way we are right now.I don't feel like I'm being forced to say "I love you" or "I miss you"..
It just have to come naturally..She got it right..Damn right..

Unlike someone.Who tries to understand something that she doesn't understand at all..
I do pity her..I do love her though..I do wanna work things out with her..But she's way too stubborn..And just wouldn't listen..How could i do any help if someone just won't listen..right??

Welcome to my simple yet complicated love life......

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--2:12:00 AM Y

It was kinda upsetting bad things happen back to back..
Well i thought the thing in the morning would only be the only thing that would spoil my day..
But then,there just have to be another frustrating incident in the afternoon..

The competition was kinda grand because i've never been through this kind of competition before..
My group never got that far before..

Missed the first 2 performance..
Still..
It was damn nice..

Yenbo Je..
Emerge the Champions..
Didn't manage to catch their performance..
They even "bolot" most of the Individual Categories..
Like example,Senikata Terbaik,Paluan Terbaik,Awok-awok Terbaik & Juara Terbaik.
Never heard of them though..
But they did good..

Andika..
My all-time Favourite only manage to clinch 2nd place..
Very the Creative & funny too..
They were building these Lego toy..
Passing from one to the other...
Then the one who passed the toy would then continue with the "ragam"..
So Super-Duper Wickedly Awesome!

Third place goes to Dendang Mutiara..
Is it a credit to them?
Im not so sure either..
There was nothing much i see in them as i see in Keris,Panjy or even Chu chu Datok Merah..
A farewell treat i guess?
Well the judges verdict is final..

Congrats to all the teams that have made it!!
For brothers from Keris,Panjy,Chuchu Datok Merah..etc..
Don't be disheartened.
There's always next time..

All the best!

Hidup Dikir!

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