-Wednesday, September 20, 2006-2:08:00 AM Y
hey there..gd morning!!!
here i am so early in the morning..blogging frm ward 45..doin my 2nd nyte duty..jus dead bored..dunno wat else to do..well i jus finished my hrly para..n now juz sitting here updating this blog of mine..well i juz heard sumthing strange..but juz gonna be strong abt it..hehheehehe..
my frens are all aslp..n the staffs are bz wit their own werk..most of the patients are soundly aslp but some juz cant get to slp..
i thot it might be scary doin nyte shift..but the matter of fact if i dun think abt it its the same like doin afternn til 9pm..
well time past so fast wen doin nyte shift..
hmmm..juz got no one to talk to ryte now..gonna get a cup of milo soon..hehehe
im starving........
guess i jus have to wait for breakfast tmr morning...
get home fast...breakfast...n off to bed..
jaja...i think shes soundly aslp too..tried calling her..but no ans..da tdo la tu..
kinda miss her...a lot i guess..bt wat to do..jus let it be..see her wen i gt the chnce..
i miss my brothers n sisters too..hmmm...long time nvr go town wit them..
i mis home...i miss my bed..
i miss my mum ..n dad..
syahmi..mamat..seri..
well..now i noe mamat's gf is older than him..but nvm la mat..asal kau bahagia..jgn la salah campur...tu je aku harap...
man...aku harap kau ok2 je..
zal..pon same..sibok keje..ajak gi smbyg..ade je alasan..hahaha
jay..yat..hmmm...
well i guess things chnge now..i feel left out..sume da ade motor..boring kan..masi kene tumpang2..wen is my time gona come...????
fyza..senyap je?is sumthing goin on?anything wrong?
puase pn da nk dkt..haiz..soon puase abes..ramadhan..dtg dan pergi..sedih kn?
shud i be giving duit raye?am i still included in their list ?the ones yg will still receive duit raye?heheheh...tk tau malu..maybe i shall not receive anymore if dey dun give..i think i shud strt to give my cuzzins...
haiyo..im getting bored...sleepy..
jaja..i hope i get to see u on fri..i m missing u to death..
muackZZ
gd bye blog...
-Saturday, September 16, 2006-1:36:00 PM Y
things have got tense...stressed up..but im cool...
probs after probs after probs..nvm..im cool..
i juz dunoo wat else to do..back to step one again?yeah..thats wat i have to do now..
things changed u said..u want it that way..
im cold towards u?no i dun think so..i juz duno wat to do goin bck to step one..
frenz?i duno how to go bck to tht...
u r special to me..no loonger a fren2 thing..
itz stranger than strange..
cant believe it..so i juz try believe it..
i really wanna do this..i wanna do all this for the both of us..
im being true to my werds..im being true to you..
not lying in every single werd ive said to you..
being as honest as ive never been before..
to the one and only gerl ive never failed to give up on..
im a change guy..trust me..
im true about you now..trust me..
im really begging for you to come back now..trust me..
im lost without you..trust me..
it gets lonely..
it gets quiet...
i guess i have to wait for the time ..
when everything really heals you inside..
im waiting for you..
i'll wait for you..
always waiting for you..
i've always been forgiving to you..
mistakes are what people always make..