-Sunday, September 28, 2008-4:14:00 PM Y
what's left now is that i'm left broken hearted.while you are in your wonderland.selfish is what we both are.but have you ever think before you say something that hurt someone especially me?im not a friend.did you ever filter your words before killing me with them?i dont think you ever think of that.its not my fault that i dont see the way you see things.to you,you're perfect but to me,i am.but the matter of fact,none of us,humans are.my apologies that i don't see what you see through your eyes.self-centred not only me.we all have limits.but i choose to give in sometimes.what more you want from me?what more do you expect?
--4:04:00 PM Y
aku bagaikan tiada di sisi lagi.kehadiranku ini bagaikan tiada yang peduli.apakah diri ini bagai bangkai?ataukah diri ku bagai bayangan?aku dicari ketika duka.kemudian kau hilang begitu saja.pedih dukamu kau kongsi sama.lalu kau ghaib bagai ahli silap mata.kau inginkan buah fikiran.aku luahkan isi hati perasaan.kau inginkan tempat mengadu.aku relakan hati untuk kau terus beradu.senyuman yang hadir hanya sementara.kemudian kau kembali muram semula.situasi semakin tegang bagai tulisan novel cinta.aku disingkir kembali kerana kau pulih sudah.apa kata hatimu?ada kau sedar kau singkirku begini?buka mata.tepuk dada.tanya selera.
-Saturday, September 27, 2008-4:01:00 PM Y
day by day it gets more and more loaded..can i still go on doing this?can we go on with this?i know we see our differences..but who could break this?who would want to....saying that i love you....this thing hasn't been a walk in the park for us...whats on the other side of the door...??i dunno if i could go on lying to you..cos i know in the end someones got to get hurt..love is a lie?i kinda think that its true..love is a lie...the feeling i use to have for you..it aint the same anymore..it aint like how it use to be..help me..im drowning..i dont know if you see..but we're different now..love..at its own stake..this love wasn't suppose to be a mistake..why is there to break?i see the differences..you see it too..whats got into me..?state of confusion..state of no point..a state where i cant seem to make my own decision..i have my rights..my own rights..damn..but whats stopping me..??i just cant get the hang of myself...hang myself..??thats the last thing in mind and i dont think i got the guts to do it..love..getting more and more complicating..
--3:58:00 PM Y
love..
as complicating as it gets..
more than it could be..
love..
what more can you expect from it..
as big as the universe could get..
love..
what is it?
love..
whats complicating it?
love..
love..
love..
-Sunday, September 07, 2008-5:38:00 PM Y
dear God..
--5:23:00 PM Y
theres one thing about LOVE thats hard to explain..its unexplainable...:)
love is not game for two to play..
love is like a roleplay for two to commit with..
love is not the drama you see on tv..
and love is not a thing to play with..
love must come from the heart..
love we must from the start..
love is nothing but the truth..
cos if its fake..
then whats love to you?
feelings do change,its true..
to love,to hate...
does love last forever?or is it hatred?
love is complicated..
love is to be committed..
love is to be true to one another..
love is what makes two people come together..
so whats love?
-Saturday, September 06, 2008-12:54:00 AM Y
weeeeE!!i came back on monday night after breaking fast at home while the rest of them break fast in camp..heard that the food was horibble..poor thing guys!!guard duty on tuesday...nice..wasnt that bad..stayed up till like 3am..smoked till we dropped..a super fine line up for the duties assigned..izwan,mizy,mun,rai,raj and me..all buddies dng the duty..then the whole week..slack all the way..not much of things to do cos the weather was on my side..good thing though..everyone gets to rest..today..i booked out with my long-4..mizy ah ni..he got half day off..so he went home last nyte aftr last parade and had to come bck this morning..he was drenched wet..heheheso i went bck in long-4 with him..JIWE ah beb!!recruit...private..im a lance corporal now..hehehewell..got so unlucky this week..my line got cut off..shit!!felt like i cant breathe without my hp...well..pays coming in soon..gonna pay the bills..and get over with debts...haiz..how i wish i could do sumthing about my art pieces........................
-Monday, September 01, 2008-6:05:00 PM Y
i went bowling last nyte with
shawal(haiz...
RAMADHAN baru je sampai da nk
SHAWAL??hehehe)
we played 3 games and i lost..i won only the 2nd round...i topped the speed of my rolling bowling ball..hahaha21.97m.p.hwow!!thru out the 3 games i got 4 strikes..it was nice..after a long time...Saturday wasnt like any other Saturday...i played soccer in the afternoon..then went to meet Fiza,Katit and Mas..and not forgetting Mas's bf..went to catch BayBeats(i didnt even know there was..)FASPITCH...they do songs like MCR..the gore..their songs totally nice...well that was the only badn i managed to catch..ELECTRICO was up next but i was too tired to watch after the afternoon soccer match which end up in a draw..ELECTRICO is one of my fave local bands..the few that i knew of actually..PLAIN SUNSET...letme recall a few...hmmmwell today is the first day of
RAMADHAN..
I MISS YOU OVER THE WEEKEND...
--6:02:00 PM Y
theres one thing about LOVE thats hard to explain..its unexplainable...:)
love is not game for two to play..love is like a roleplay for two to commit with..love is not the drama you see on tv..and love is not a thing to play with..
love must come from the heart..love we must from the start..love is nothing but the truth..cos if its fake..then whats love to you?
feelings do change,its true..to love,to hate...does love last forever?or is it hatred?
love is complicated..love is to be committed..love is to be true to one another..love is what makes two people come together..
so whats love?