-Wednesday, February 15, 2006-12:13:00 AM Y
14 feb...
valentines day..i made 11 flowers for the girls in my clinical group..as i got nobody to celebrate wit..so i decided to do such stupid deeds tht dun gain anything except thks...
dancewerkz..2weeks..26 feb..fariz said im doin good so far..juz need to brush up n practise..weird though..coz i thot i suck..
crying otw bck..i felt a sharp pain in my chest..i endured n endured..keep quiet..i got dwn at simei..huuh??!!!i dun understnd why myslf..my legs walk'd me to memories...memories tht i shud have forget..its almost a yr..now im sitting at the playgrnd..where i use to sit wit her evrynyte after her werk..talkin crap..disturbing one anoder..lying dwn side by side..u feeding me the meals u brought home..snap out of it!!and now in reality..ur gone..wit sum1 else..juz bcoz of my stupid fucking mistake...stupid me!!!now ive regretted it!!!
to the stairs i go..sat there for a while..I love you..haiz..
walked home..crying all the way..itz so painful..
singing to i wont see u tonight..walking alone by myself..itz so painful..
i shall not go any further...as im in breaking down position..so broke dwn..im hungry..but i dun wanna eat...
yayang..not yet replaced..ouch!!memories..i miss you!!
MR dEAdlOvE