-Tuesday, February 28, 2006-4:58:00 PM Y
here i am again..back!!!now im feeling more alive than before..
danceworks 2006..i got it done and over with..so glad..and thts the event tht help me find someone new..i mean not on the day itself..itz way way before tht..during practises..
im upset tht none of my frens turn up..to at least support..where were they??
talking abt this gerl..shes a lil bit older than me..but who cares..hmm..
for the first time i saw her..i thot she one bitch who thinks shes beautiful(sorry dear..but now i noe u r..u asked for a first impression..so tht it is..)i thot shes one gerl who thinks shes so good..but actually shes humble after i came for a few more practises..shes not only a little older..shes doin nursing too..but graduating soon..all the best dear..shes always disturbs me coz i still have one more yr to go..haha..shes so cute..
one day..i decided to tell her tht i have a crush on her..but my purpose was just to let her noe..i didnt noe tht this wud strt sumthing..n now i think we like each other..(thinking of u..mis u baby)
i thot i wudnt have this chance coz i thot shes dating other guys..but..hmm...i duno..hehe
tht day aftr danceworks..she,me and anoder of our fren slack at ct hall..i got to noe sumthing..
n now im so worried abt her..(damn she off her fone..)watever happens to her..if she ever gets hurt i'll make sure tht guy feel her pain..im really gona do it..n i dun FUCKING care..burn his bike ke vandalise ke..i'll make sure he regrets it..he sounds more like a pirate than who i noe he is..fucker..it'll be a pleasure vandalising u..(im strting to get werried..where cud she be?dun tell me she lost out again..please...on ur fone..)
well..ive strted my attachmnt..so ive been busy..now i juz got my comp fixed..all thks to eddy...i'll pay u up ed..dun u weri..
attachment has been okay for me..learning sumthing new everyday..tiring..havent got much things signed yet..im so dead..like cant be bothered to get things signed..
my life has been so nursing nowadays..wheres all my brothers?i hope to see you guys this saturday at work..i miss u all..
d.d has kept herself silence...so as lady-E...well i manage to go on..without even having to have the itchy hands to sms them..good buk!!
well now im goin to set my motives..firstly..ive learnt frm my mistakes..nvr to let go..wen sumone loves u..well..i was stupid..now i have to get out of the trap and rebuild my dreams.. rebuild it wit sumone new..
secondly...i wanna stop smoking unless im offered..hehe..social smoker mah...hehehei wanna strt collecting my money for my motor practicals..and strt slowly to save my money for a motorbike..im left out..most of my frens got their bike oready..except me n one more of my fren..well..im really gonna save up..have to stop spending too much on unnecessary things..
lastly..i hope things would werk out between me n her..uve been making me smile gerl..all day long..but at the same time im worried abt u now..why u off ur fone?