-Wednesday, February 08, 2006-4:21:00 AM Y
hmm..yesterdae..
i went to skool to meet up wit
THE FANTASTIC 4..gotta empty our lockers..actually their lockers..hehehe..i was there coz dey say dey wann a meet up..we miss each other..hehe..cute la u
gals..
nya woke me up at 11am..she smsed me..den called...i woke up...i called her back..she said they r meeting at 130pm..
but u noe wat time they were in skool?3pm..hahaha..nvm..i was late coz i knew they wud be..
so after tht i had to go to werk to get my vouchers..my pay baby!!haha..98bux in da pocket..
i still owe aza half a hundred dollars..after last nyte..im left wit 72bux now..
after collecting my pay..i went to meet up
THE FANTASTIC 4 again..at
LJS..
there...
I got a slap from nya..n i duno for wat reason..
den we made a move to bugis junction..on the escalator..
anoder slap..from sara..wathehell iz wrong witz thiz pple..hahaha...but nvm..was juz an accident..
den we took neos...love it..
frm
bugis to esplanade...took pics...at
esplanade..they surprised me wit a burfdae cake..so sweet of u gals...nice cake..
coffee..but we shared coz i cudnt finish it all..we went to the bumbon of the
ESPLANADE..took more pics..
and then..there was firewerks!!!hahaha
sara,syafa n nya left first..i left slightly later..smoke a couple of cigarettes..den i left..
still i m sad abt duno wat..i duno wats bothering me..
i smsed sumone...haiz..im so sad..haiz..im still bleeding inside..deep dwn inside..im stil crying..still crying out my heart..wen will my tears dry out..
cocks a gun..points it to my head..and shoots...damn..now im
dead........deadlove..d.d was online..i check'd my tagboard..
there she left a msg..saying sorry..no need gerl..deres no need for a sorry..i understnd..
to the
gerl i smsed yesterdae..i hope ur happy wit ur
tiger..im hanging..trying to replace u.. trying very hard..itz almost one year since we broke up...but i still have u in mind..i rmbrd u on my bdae..i was crying wen i was up..last year..u were there by my side spending time wit me..on my special day..
how i wish things didnt turn out tht way..how i wish i was still wit u..ive been goin on wit regrets if u wanna noe..im living wit regrets..
biggest regrets..ive nvr felt this way..
regrets.................................