-Sunday, March 05, 2006-3:25:00 PM Y
im goin thru troubles now..probs after probs..i guess i juz have to go thru all this..like wat she said.."mungkin ade hikmah disebalik semue ini..."..i trust her words..i cant let her go..and i cant even bother to look for other gerls...n i cant simply forget her..haiz..everytime im in love things happen..is this sumthing i mus go thru evrytime i fall in love...
hmm..i have to be strong for her..no negative thots of her since i trust her so much..aku tknk dikate org memandang serong kepade org lain..den pple wud think tht im bad..hmm..i gave chance..i trusted her..so i have to tell myself tht nothing is wrong..evrythings olrite..evrythings fine..shes fine..i love her..i love her so much..itz been few days i nvr see her..sms..kdg2 she tk rply..mayb bz?haiz..nvm la..if things dun werk out..i guess im juz gonna the way i am..im willing to chnge my way for my loved ones...frm gothic to simple ones..but why wen i chge..things chnge too..
i noe i have to endure this..i understnd wats shes going thru..i have to understnd..if i love her so much..i have to endure..eventhough shes not the only fish in the pond..i see sumthing between us..but not as frens..Amilia Adnan...
haiz...
I MISS YOU..