-Friday, March 31, 2006-10:51:00 PM Y
today..she called!she juz woke up..shes not well..ok..dun wanna say much abt her..im making myself crazy...let her hear the song i sang..before she went bck to slp again..she werking morning tmrw..im goin scouts tmrw..hmm..how many days nvr see her oready..miscount..guess both my twin said it right..too crius too soon..katit pon said tht..too serius too soon..i dunno la..it sux to have this feeling..but i still do it..
yesterdae..had to go bck to sch..bcoz taufik batisah came..wat the fuck..sang 3 monkey song n thts it..thts wat he call the anti-smoking campaign?wat the hell..more like promoting his new album n his party in april..singapore idol cum liar..
amilia
went to bugis wit sara n nya n farhanah..kwn saniah frm clss d..i was in no mood..but dey cheer me up..my stupid ezlink was spoilt..so stupid ezlink..i wanna kill david!!!
amilia
haizzzz................
amilia..
i miss her..i miss u..
this few daes in the ward..i learn more abt the E.N's job..fareed is responsible..i made a few mistakes but some i manage to escape..hehe..chart wrongly la..i juz had to re-do..sux..i feel more busy nowadaes in the ward..i feel the sense of belonging..im strting to love nursing..mayb itz juz the real me..
people keep asking me y i put eye-liner..y ah?weird izit?now i feel like sumtings missing if i dun put on my eye-liner..i went to werk for 2 days witout my eye-liner..n it feels weird..so so weird..like my face so plain..
i cant b botherd la..itz me..i wanna it to b tht way..
i quoted this last nyte..."life..its full of choices..its u who have to make those choices.."