-Thursday, May 25, 2006-7:11:00 PM Y
haiz..now i feel bad about writing too much abt amyl..how i wish we didnt even met each other..how i wish tht dance didnt werk out at all..how i wish i wouldnt have known u..ur cracking me up..
u juz dun see the thing yet..i hope u'll realize one dae tht i nvr got the chance to explain myself coz u're owaes bz..
treating me like im ur bf..u see it urself..im not assuming..diz is true..i wanna say sumthing but not here..i realy want to have the time to really talk to u but u r BZ...understnd u..but do u actually make tht time..no..bcos y?bcos ur BZ..always bz...u will always have time for other things not me..then why treat me like a bf in the first place..i duno wat other things ur hiding frm me..mayb lots..now im assuming..bcos..i duno anything..n wats goin on now..i realli dunno wats goin on wit ur life..i wanna care..but u like dun care..so i dun feel like caring anymore...if u dun understnd..i myself dun understnd..i mean it wen i say i miss u..but do u?but i dun tink i miss u means a thing to u..itz juz werds..i noe ur life are full of guys arnd..awaiting for u out there..but y wen i juz mention sum1 else cute..u like unhappy..y?u still got others wat?im juz a small boy..still an idiot..i guess ur happier flinging..being famous..known by lots of guys..i admit ur beautiful..cute..very attractive..seriusly..im not lying..but u have to look n think out of the box..reflect urself..think3!
itz making me crazy each time i sms no rply..if there was even a rply..it wud be ur bz...hmm..unlucky me..wenever i sms je u bz..wenever others msg je ur not..
since uve explain urself abt tht guy tht uve not been talking for months..i shall shuddup abt it..but wat im not happy abt is..u noe tht ur out..u still hang on the fone..den wen im dngr discman..i yg kene..now im juz talking to the inside me..wat have i done wrong?wat went wrong?
i juz have no idea..losing my grip...
im losing my grip..
im losing my grip..
wil i be given the chance to perform in sch..?
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