-Saturday, March 24, 2007-10:38:00 AM Y

prom nyte i finally here!!tonyte's the nyte..

im so gonaa enjoy myself i think..

cum monday..its jackass!!after work..hahhaa
chalet for the boys!!hahaha

there this one song..i recommend y'all this one song..
cupid' chokehold by gym class heroes
listen to it..hehe

Skulls are love'd

-Tuesday, March 20, 2007-10:56:00 PM Y

the eyes that sees things around..
the ears that hears the sound..
the mouth that spreads the news..
the feelings that just can't be let loose..
my senses fail..
the stories heard were painful enough to hurt my feelings..
was it rumours or is it for real?
well its for real now i know..
to deal with the pain..
to carry on with the stain..
hardly can i remove it anyway..
cos the heart still bares it..
to see you with someone of your choice..
i cant fight over it..
you look happier with him..
angels bring me to life..
as ive lived with the devils for so long..
its too dead in here..
too lonely to be doing this on my own..
crying unwanted tears...
hurting self for the wrong reasons..
not believing in GOD..
what have i done?
its just me..
i just cant bring myself up..
each time this happens..
i blame the fade that i have to face..
having no faith in me..
i cry and cry..
i get angry at times..
but not to others..
to myself..
love is just not the word for me now..
after this..
after that..
nothing just aint working for me..

E.K

Skulls are love'd

-Saturday, March 17, 2007-12:47:00 AM Y

hey..finally..im out of school..
officially a fresh grad..but my results..hahaha..
not yet known..hope i did well..good enough to show tht im a good nurse..
well done..a pat at the back..hehehe

im so gona miss my imh patient..
bidin..hussien..hairi..omar..
haiz..
may GOD bless their lives..
i know GOD will..

ive got lotsa stupid stuffs planned in mind..
anything to do wit injuring my self..
getting bruised..
hehee..well for a strt..lets skateboard..hhehehe
den some jackasses actions during the chalet wit the de menace..

hehehe..looking forward to it..

i so miss my mates oready..
saniah is finaly 20 yrs and 1 day old..hahahhaa
roshila..muzainah...went home with them..
gonna mis irritating them though...

see ay guys arnd..

Skulls are love'd

--12:38:00 AM Y

"It's Not Over"

I was blown away.
What could I say?
It all seemed to make sense.
You've taken away everything,
And I can't deal with that.
I try to see the good in life,
But good things in life are hard to find.
We'll blow it away, blow it away.
Can we make this something good?
Well, I'll try to do it right this time around.
Let's start over.
I'll try to do it right this time around.

It's not over.
'Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground.
This love is killing me,
But you're the only one.
It's not over.

Taken all I could take,
And I cannot wait.
We're wasting too much time
Being strong, holding on.
Can't let it bring us down.
My life with you means everything,
So I won't give up that easily.
I'll blow it away, blow it away.
Can we make this something good?
'Cause it's all misunderstood.
Well, I'll try to do it right this time around.
Let's start over.
I'll try to do it right this time around.

It's not over.
'Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground.
This love is killing me,
But you're the only one.
It's not over.We can't let this get away.

Let it out, let it out.
Don't get caught up in yourself.
Let it out.Let's start over.
I'll try to do it right this time around.

It's not over.
'Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground.
This love is killing me,
But you're the only one.
It's not over.
Let's start over.
It's not over, yeah...
This love is killing me,
But you're the only one.

It's not over.

Skulls are love'd

--12:29:00 AM Y

"So Far Away"

this is my life
its not what it was before
all these feelings i've shared
and these are my dreams
that i'd never lived before

somebody shake me
'cause i
i must be sleeping

[chorus]now that we're here,
it's so far away
all the struggle we thought was in vain
all the mistakes,
one life contained
they all finally start to go away
now that we're here its so far away
and i feel like i can face the day
i can forgive
and i'm not ashamed to be the person that i am today

these are my words
that i've never said before
i think i'm doing okay
and this is the smile
that i've never shown before
somebody shake me
'cause i
i must be sleeping

i'm so afraid of waking
please don't shake me
afraid of waking
please don't shake me

::::this werds are just so in me..i love he song..the emotions...i really makes me feel tht i wudnt want to wake up..:::

Skulls are love'd

-Thursday, March 15, 2007-11:01:00 PM Y

yeah!!!
finally!!!my last day..

tmrw..will be a big celebration..hehehe
and its saniah's bdae too..

well today i got so pissed in the ward..one of them started screaming..
so i screamed back..hahaha
woah!!!
my heart starting pumping so fast..so fast tht i cud hardly catch my breath..
i cool down soon..hehehe

itz sad to werk wit this kind of people..
i noe they are not in the ryte mind..and still im screaming..
but i wasnt reli mad..
jus for the sake of screaming..

the look of my mates face..
they were reali shocked to see me in tht state..

WELL TODAY IS MY DAY!!
hahaha

muzainah n roshila has been so deary to me in the ward..
roshila has been a victim ..sumone whom i like to bully so much..
shes nice..
muzainah is one of the victim too..but at time i get bullied..
boxed la..haiz..aku la mangsa..tapi takpe..
KORANG THE BEST!!

hmmm..shud be goin out wit sara & saniah on sunday..
shud be catching a movie on tuesday wit my family..
ite life is almost over in like 48 hrs..
hahaha
gonna miss my frens..girlfrens tht i actualli nvr bond like this before..(except for my twin sis,fyz ur still the best sister ive ever had..)
saniah,sara,roshila & muzainah have reali make an impact in my 2 yrs life in nursing..

to my ite mates:
harith shalon huda
rahim farhanah diana
saniah aini muzainah
sara noni roshila
yanti sharifah iskandar
kak nor syahidah khidir

u guys are some of the special ones i shall cherish..without u guys..i'll still be the lonely batman in school who dun bother to make frens..and to the gerls who noe my name but i still duno them..so sorry..i'll juz act blur and pretend to noe u girls..sumhow i jus recognize the face but not the name..

those names not mentioned..sorry..ok i'll try to rmbr..
zahidah..mahirah..hidayah..desmond..din..abg zul..abu..ili..the two amalina..hmm
i cant recall all..

all the best to y'all!!

as for me...i shall wait for my national service..and let the wind blow me to my next destination....GOD knows..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SANIAH!!!

Skulls are love'd

--11:45:00 AM Y

hey there..
i got 2 more days t go...
freedom!!!

imh has been a pleasant stay despite some probs with the patients..
wat to do..their nature..its nice knowing some of them..
sumtimes i jus wanna cry..

hey..some of them even do their prayers..hmm..
"sick" people like them remembers GOD..
wat abt us?people with a normal brain..given by GOD full set..
do we actualli rmbr tht we belong to THE ALMIGHTY?

getting it done and over wit..
last 2 daes..
waiting for my national service..

soon'll be having a chalet wit my sec sch buddies..the closest brothers and sisters i'l ever wil find..
those whom i will oways i keep in my heart..
the ever caring..
the ever over protective..
the everly brothers..
the ever sweetest sisters..
they belong to a quarter of my life..
they r equally imprtnt to having a girlfriend(but for now..they are important)

c u guys soon..

sara and saniah..
im gonna miss u guys..
son we're gona part..
but tht doesnt mean im gona forget u guys..
we'll still keep in contact..

for the people who "macam ye-ye nk lepak" last sunday..
nxt time dun promise big time..
its useless la making people pissed ..
last min back out..
no money can share wat..not even a msg to inform tht the outing cancel..
people still have to find u..

sorry ah guys..im angry at u guys..but no grudges..nxt time dun do it agn..
till then!!!

Skulls are love'd

--11:34:00 AM Y

when u start to mix this two colors..it turns to my fave color...GREEN
this song by THe UsED so calm and soothing to hear.. NICE
"Blue And Yellow"
and it's all in how you mix the two
and it starts just where the light exists
it's a feeling that you cannot miss
and it burns a hole through everyone that feels it

well you're never gonna find it
if you're looking for it won't come your way
well you'll never find it
if you're looking for it

should've done something but I've done it enough
by the way your hands were shaking
rather waste some time with you

and you never would have thought in the end
how amazing it feels just to live again
it's a feeling that you cannot miss
it burns a hole through everyone that feels it
well you're never gonna find it
if you're looking for it won't come your way
well you'll never find itif you're looking for it

should've done something but I've done it enough
by the way your hands were shaking
rather waste some time with you
should've said something but I've said it enough
by the way my words were faded
rather waste some time with you
waste some time with you
waste some time with you
waste some time with you
waste some time with you
waste some time with you

should've done something but I've done it enough
by the way your hands were shaking
rather waste my time with you
should've said something but I've said it enough
by the way my words were faded
rather waste my time with you
should've done something but I've done it enough
by the way my hands were shaking
rather waste some time with you
waste some time with you
waste some time with you
waste some time with you
waste some time with you
waste some time with you
waste some time with you
waste some time with you

[whispering:] should've done something but I've done it enough
by the way your hands were shaking
rather waste some time with you

Skulls are love'd