-Monday, July 16, 2007-1:28:00 PM Y
the quietest days is now..
now that you're not here..
i just feel so sad and alone..
when you were around..
you were always there..
everywhere..here with me..
now it seems so dark..
no light..my heart fill with darkness..
help me out..
bring me to the ray of light that we were at..
my dear..
Skulls are love'd
-Saturday, July 14, 2007-11:59:00 AM Y
to cry out these tears..
which means nothing to you now..
i just dunno how to get on with life without you my heart..
i really miss you so much..
from the bottom of my heart..
all this is coming from deep down inside..
why love why?
why gone?why?
why cry when i can move on..?
i just cant get you off my mind..
thats why..
im truly madly deeply in love with you my heart..
why leave why?
why not see thru me?why?
look deeply into my eyes..
i know you see me..
i believe you still do my heart..
i just know you do..
why let go?why?
why not try?why?
true..love is blind..but it wasnt for you..
you're not blind my dear..
did look carefully into the mirror and ask yourself before you even do these to me..
did you even know how much you mean to me?
so lost without you..
so broken inside..
so lost without you..
i really am so broken inside..
i cant stop thinking of you..
i just cant..
i really know that we could make these work my heart..
my heart..
why my heart?why?
im starting to bleed again..
you sent me back to where i was..
a place i feel so lonely..
and i have nobody..
i was the happiest at the moment to found you..
now the saddest to be left like this..
feeling so useless..
hopeless and lonely..
wounded..
my heart..i miss you so much..
my heart..i miss you so bad..
why do this heart?why?.........
Skulls are love'd
-Friday, July 13, 2007-1:27:00 PM Y
i miss you MY HEART
Skulls are love'd
-Sunday, July 08, 2007-12:32:00 PM Y
i miss you..HEART
Skulls are love'd
--12:00:00 PM Y
im really sorry..
its just that i cant accept the fact of us..of you..i feel so horrible about whats happening..
i feel like its my fault though u keep telling me that its u..im blaming myself for this..but then ur taking the blame again..its not only u..its me too my heart..there must be something that i do..
i cried the whole nyte for u..i beg for you not to leave..
i know ur not leaving..but its cold now between us..thats the part that im freaking out about..
now that u demand us to take a break..i shall respect ur decision..
i just duno what else to do..i just have to listen to you..
i know we could..talk things out..work it out..haiz dear..
what happen to all those times..?
baby i want you..
theres nothing meaningful in life when ur not around..
im lost..totally..
i guess i just have to wait for that moment..
please dont hurt when it happens cos i'd oways thot u'd be the last person to hurt me..
u never did hurt me before..
but if this have to happen..i just dunno what will i do..
i shall not think too much..
i just have to bear with whats going on..
take care my heart..i love you
Skulls are love'd
-Thursday, July 05, 2007-10:10:00 PM Y
another day that i get to update my bloody blog..
well..ive been busy with werk and got no time to update..
hmm...it was rocky a few days back..about my heart and me..but we managed to talk it out..feelings can just change like tht..and im afraid of that..seems like our honeymoon period has ended..and its time for us to learn more abt each other..solve each problem together..laugh at each other..talk and understand..and make things work..
ive been getting worried abt her this few days..i dunno why..
well yesterday i surprised her when i showed up at her workplace..she was smiling and im glad to see tht smile of hers..i actually wanted to have dinner with her..but it was hard to contact her cos i forgot to bring my hp..damn it..but lucky i made it to fetch her after werk from her workplce..(im missing her now...i miss her smile)
well its my turn to be crazy for her now..show my passion..show my affection..show my care and concern..hmm...but not too much..if not i'll get too serious and im so screwed..(im so in love with her..)
theres nothing much thats been happening around me..de menace is still apart..
my world has been me and p.j all this while..werk..werk and werk..
i have to ease up..relax..and calm down..
all i can say now is that...im so serious abt her..and im afraid of losing her..we have so much difference..but i have to have patience in these..
love you heart..
Skulls are love'd