-Monday, March 30, 2009-4:18:00 PM Y
Its already the midweek and times flies so so fast.My deadline is drawing near.Its close to a month and Im not done with these one piece of work.More colours to be added,more 3-D effects to the fonds and I have no ideas at all for the background.Damn!
"Hello Bits!Good morning!"
"Hey!Uuummmmm.."
"You ok there Bits?"
"Yeah.Totally.Cool..."
I stared blankly at Sam.She's like totally the hottest alien in the office.And no one can deny that.
Yellow's her favourite colour and she loves daisies.Every guy in the office had a hard time dating Sam.Still I dont know why.She's kind of my motivation to head to work every single day besides the passion part.
Well,there was once I had to be inn the office over the weekend and she happens to be there too.She was wearing this sun dress.So,so beautiful.thats all I could say.
"Bits!.."
Finally i got out of my dreamland again.I was still there in front of her desk.I wondered why.I walked off quickly to my desk to kick off my work.Damn.What must she be thinking while I was standing there all those time for.
(to be continued...)
-Monday, March 23, 2009-3:24:00 PM Y
(continues...)The road was terribly flooded.I can't see the road in front of me.Its raining cats and dogs.And I'm late for work.
What a long Monday.I had lots of tasks and assignments to do.No dinner at home.Mum had gone over to aunt's place for a meet up.I guess i just have to go run downstairs to grab a bite.Felt very tired so I just lay on my bed.
Damn!What just happened?I'm all drenched in sweat.Awoken by a loud thunder outside.The time is 5 minutes to 0400.Dinner!!!
Went out to check on my mum but she's not in her room.She must have stayed over at aunt's place.Checked on the answering machine.True enough.Its all hers.Bit this bit that.
It didn't rained so i decided to go for a jog and go downstairs for breakfast.
It was unlike other mornings that i've been out jogging.I felt a strange sense somewhere near me.A force that I'm not sure where it is from.Water droplets fell to my face.I ran to the nearest shelter to take cover.I just sat there and my mind wandered off.
My life changed since she left.I kind of missed her so much but what else could I do.I was the one whom let her go.Now she's happily married to someone who is much more better than me.She must be happy now.
"Bit!Wake up!Its 0630!"
I woke up.Thinking why am i in bed.I thought i was......Guess i must have been dreaming..
(to be continued)
--11:48:00 AM Y
what is it that is true in these world?
All our sins are simple.
Be true to the one thats true to you.
but whos being true to who?
no one knows.
believe in the one whose there right in front of you.
under your nose.
at the reach of an outstretched hand.
no worries.
--10:43:00 AM Y
It must have been the football match last night that I'm feeling sick today.I woke up to a rainy Sunday morning.Thunders storming outside the window.It sounds as though there's a war going on out there.
Here I am, getting ready for work though its the weekend.My life never change.I has been the same for the past 5 years.
30 and I'm not even near to having a family of my own.Girlfriend?No.Don't even think about it.The last time i had a girlfriend was a decade ago.My life now is about my work and my passion.Love wasn't meant to be between my ex-girlfriend and me.We went on for quite a long time.2 years I think.I wasn't into her that much.I cheated on her.In the end,I did not achieve anything with the girl that i cheated my ex for.She cheated on me for some guy she met at the gym.
The road was terribly flooded.I can't see the road in front of me.Its raining cats and dogs.And I'm late for work.(to be continued......)
-Sunday, March 15, 2009-1:15:00 PM Y
wats happening?
i rather not know myself..
things will be better soon..
im not sure how to clean up this mess either..