-Tuesday, June 02, 2009-5:07:00 PM Y
i have been on a long week out of camp..clearing off and now on mc..due to some personal reasons..
it has been a long week for me to think over whats bothering me in life..
one week seems not to be enough..i don't know i need to clear my mind..it's giving me a big headache..heartache..whatever the aching is about..it's all aching..
well i got to catch up with some old mates from secondary schools to ite..
i started being so healthy..
jogging and working out at home and around the neighbbourhood..
very healthy..i even ran in the rain..it was very nice that evening..
then i keep going out meeting my fellow secondary school friend.well we got hings clear that i'm just around to help her with her art stuff..i'm glad that we don't get any wrong ideas over the meet up..
then someone else from ite..haha..the mysterious lady..didnt know her ame till i talked to her online..then i figured out who she was actually..haha..after all these while trying to wonder who is these particular girl from CGH that i've been hearing about..finally is solved..very mysterious...hehe
we just talked on the phone for a while..well i dont think i'm going to meet her..maybe for one time to a rock concert..
then on friday..i went out with my god-sister after friday prayers..and i became the subject for her project..i'm the model..and i was stalked badly...hehe..well seh had fun making me the idiot though..good for her..and all the best on her final piece..
my bestfriend's birthday surprise wasn't that bad either..he was shocked that i was there..and she came tagging along with me..but i wasn't too sure why..i figured after that..someone's heart was broken..i'm sorry about that..well it was time that the truth has to be revealed..
i lied to a couple of people around ..here there..just to get my space..i really don't know what i'm turning into..living a life full of lies..
to those that have known what have been going on ...u deserve the credits for being there for me..
i'm in total mess..
can i just get myself a memory remover?
could it be true that i would go out there to erase my identity?i know this is too much..
i just wanna get out of this life..