-Thursday, March 11, 2010-10:06:00 AM Y
Is it my fault that I got my life in these big massive mess..?
February wasn't a good month.Ask Afiq.
He made me laughed when I got to know he broke down in front of C.I..
But it was for real.......
Just one day,it made a difference.My colleagues saw how badly I looked one fine day.Just one day and they saw the difference in me.I felt badly damaged on that day.Like traumatized.Shocked.And undescribable emotions in me that I just couldnt let it out.
BEing my own self again.
It was a nice place to sit at.Memories that just runs through my mind.Something I just couldnt forget.Sitting there.Guessing the next colour to the lights of the bridge.Counting the number on bumboats.
Its all now memories..........
Ive not met my GF for a month or so.Like i bother counting.Cos she was the one whom wanted to stop meeting.I do miss her.But I don't think she has the initiative anymore.Shop.Shop.Shop.Thats what her initiative are for.
First my birthday.
Must I always be the one with surprises..?
Must I be the one with all the ideas?
Must I be the one who comes out with solutions?
Yes..I call myself a boyfriend.I do give surprises.I have many ideas.And I always give you many many options to your problems.But Im not the only person with the brains here.
Meeting your Parents is a next step to these relationship.Its not about whether Im gonna get married to you or not.But its a step to take to get to know your family.I can say Im stable.Im starting to have my savings.But if you're seeking for someone richer,then why pick me.?If these relationship has to be about money,then your family or worst,you dont deserve the love that's i've been giving you all these while.
I've never loved you for the clothes you wear.I've never loved you for the money that you've borrowed me.Im not ashamed to share that I do borrow money from her cos I know I'll return it to her.
I love you because you make me happy.I love you because you make me sad.I love you because you make me angry.And I love you because at the end of the day,before I fall asleep your always in my mind.
After all the bullshits you put me through,I know I'm still in love with you.